haha12u (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} haha12u) wrote,@ 2006-08-17 11:11:00 |
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Failure is not an OPTION!
I know I usually post my Journals in a funny manner and I really don't like using livejournal to be honest,
But no one has seen my serious side and today you will see it.
It feels like the world is out there to get me, to push me to my best.
I want to be Successful so BAD, it kills.
So many goals and dreams I want to ACCOMPLISH!
I Really do want to have a great family in the future, I Really do want to have time and money for everyone, I Really do want to help anyone in need, I Really do want to become the best martial artist, I really wanna become the best the human spirit can take me, and I REALLY DO WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!
Seems like there is only one thing that is holding me back and that is myself.
I did have lost a lot of things that were important to me. and IM SICK OF LOSING!!!
Never have I won anything in life to be proud of today.
I would not be happy if I died tomorrow, I do not believe I fulfilled my destiny.
I just need to be optimistic, and to do my best as all I can like there ain't no tomorrow.
For now on to this day, Mark Your Calendars 8/17/06:
I Will take every risk or opportunity at hand.
I Will always stay positive.
I Will still have that courage deep down inside of me.
I Will put all my energy to get my goals and dreams accomplished.
I Will find a cure.
I Will find that special someone.
I Will do my best to make anyone smile or help them out.
I Will bring hope back to the world.
I Will become the best martial artist
I Will help out my family that I dearly love.
I Will not let fear control me.
I Will not let the past interfere with my future.
I Will become the best student the world has to offer.
I Will Be Successful.
and Most Importantly I Will Not Give UP!
That's the only thing I got right now to live for.
Otherwise I really have no meaning in life.
and my Determination and Strives are so Strong, I am gonna Make it.
I can't afford to lose and it's not even an option in my book.
The Only Thing That Will Stop Me is Myself.
The Problem is over the past year I have been struggling with myself.
And I hide it pretty well, if I offended anyone or hurt them I apologize.
I was confused, depressed, upset, all the bad things You can expect when life is not going well.
I had a lot of shit going on and I still do...
That Will not mess with my life now,
For now I am stronger and my intelligence is increasingly growing at a fast pace.
Not like I am saying that I am dumb, but for my age I have grown so much that
the people who are really close to me tell me I am Mature as a wealthy and healthy 40-year-old.
For those of you who are supportive I appreciate everything and I will do the same to you.
I will end with this and any type of encouragement from anyone I will be very thankful:
I WILL NOT DISSAPOINT ANYONE! I WILL NOT FAIL! FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION IN MY VOCAB.
I AM GONNA BE STRONG AND I AM GONNA MAKE IT!
YES THATS RIGHT I AM GONNA LIVE UP TO MY DREAMS AND GOALS!
AND I AM GONNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE AND BE A GREAT LEADER!!!
I know I usually post my Journals in a funny manner and I really don't like using livejournal to be honest,
But no one has seen my serious side and today you will see it.
It feels like the world is out there to get me, to push me to my best.
I want to be Successful so BAD, it kills.
So many goals and dreams I want to ACCOMPLISH!
I Really do want to have a great family in the future, I Really do want to have time and money for everyone, I Really do want to help anyone in need, I Really do want to become the best martial artist, I really wanna become the best the human spirit can take me, and I REALLY DO WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE!
Seems like there is only one thing that is holding me back and that is myself.
I did have lost a lot of things that were important to me. and IM SICK OF LOSING!!!
Never have I won anything in life to be proud of today.
I would not be happy if I died tomorrow, I do not believe I fulfilled my destiny.
I just need to be optimistic, and to do my best as all I can like there ain't no tomorrow.
For now on to this day, Mark Your Calendars 8/17/06:
I Will take every risk or opportunity at hand.
I Will always stay positive.
I Will still have that courage deep down inside of me.
I Will put all my energy to get my goals and dreams accomplished.
I Will find a cure.
I Will find that special someone.
I Will do my best to make anyone smile or help them out.
I Will bring hope back to the world.
I Will become the best martial artist
I Will help out my family that I dearly love.
I Will not let fear control me.
I Will not let the past interfere with my future.
I Will become the best student the world has to offer.
I Will Be Successful.
and Most Importantly I Will Not Give UP!
That's the only thing I got right now to live for.
Otherwise I really have no meaning in life.
and my Determination and Strives are so Strong, I am gonna Make it.
I can't afford to lose and it's not even an option in my book.
The Only Thing That Will Stop Me is Myself.
The Problem is over the past year I have been struggling with myself.
And I hide it pretty well, if I offended anyone or hurt them I apologize.
I was confused, depressed, upset, all the bad things You can expect when life is not going well.
I had a lot of shit going on and I still do...
That Will not mess with my life now,
For now I am stronger and my intelligence is increasingly growing at a fast pace.
Not like I am saying that I am dumb, but for my age I have grown so much that
the people who are really close to me tell me I am Mature as a wealthy and healthy 40-year-old.
For those of you who are supportive I appreciate everything and I will do the same to you.
I will end with this and any type of encouragement from anyone I will be very thankful:
I WILL NOT DISSAPOINT ANYONE! I WILL NOT FAIL! FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION IN MY VOCAB.
I AM GONNA BE STRONG AND I AM GONNA MAKE IT!
YES THATS RIGHT I AM GONNA LIVE UP TO MY DREAMS AND GOALS!
AND I AM GONNA MAKE A DIFFERENCE AND BE A GREAT LEADER!!!
